Angry at the Last Days of August—
by Susan Barry-Schulz
the way they slid without sound
from the edge of the calendar—blanksquared days, blurred and flurried
on the hardwood floor.Angry at the early-changed trees—each
deepening hue, each crumpledcurl, each brittle brown star leaving
me felled and further from hislast smile, last text, last breath.
Don’t at least me or better placeme. I am clock-stopped. Buckled
and changed. Don’t try to auroraborealis me. Don’t hunter moon
or comet me. I dig my heels deepinto the high heat of September,
refuse these frosted blades of grass,these ever-changing constellations.
Deny slick piles of pine needlesrolling under my feet, fat acorns
at the curb, the V of geese retreatinghigh above the empty tennis courts—
shouting your name a thousandtimes into the swiftly darkening sky.
A pin drop in lieu of a reply.
Susan Barry-Schulz is a first generation Estonian-American poet and visual artist who grew up just outside of Buffalo, NY. She practiced as a physical therapist for many years before becoming disabled by chronic illness in 2020. Her work has been nominated for multiple Pushcart Prizes and Best of the Net awards and has appeared in The Westchester Review, Rust & Moth, SoFLoPoJO, and in many other print and online journals and anthologies.
