Errand, with Jar and Fox
by Lee Fraser
Based on Year 1 spelling list vocabulary
I am here to get a gift for Dad
with the jar from Mum
(the one for job day).
I go by pens, a cube game, a cat bowl, a big ball,
look at a map, a fun name tag, a grey cap.
Now I find a green book,
with a win stamp on the top page
like the kind at home,
but one he has not got.
I hold it.
I hug it
and as I go to get the jar in my bag
I see a kite.
It is red.
It has a sun on it.
It can fit in my bag, if I make it.
It tugs at me,
deep and big, in my guts.
My neck is hot
and I rub my lip
fold my lip
pin my lip in my hand.
No one can see but there is
a fox, low in my bag,
and it says I have got to get the kite.
It says the kite is the best
and we can take it to ride gusts,
tall and bold, up with the birds.
It says I am mad if I get the book.
And here, with Mum and Dad far,
with the jar and the bag
I can see it win.
Lee Fraser is from Aotearoa New Zealand and uses poetry for ogling life’s details, emotional archaeology, and comic relief. Her full-time occupations have included field linguist and parent. She has been published in Amsterdam Quarterly, Consilience, Cordite, Ink Sweat & Tears, ONE ART, Poetry Aotearoa Yearbook, Stone Poetry Quarterly, Thimble and elsewhere. Some of her work is at leefraserpoetry.com and on Instagram @leefraserpoetry. On Bluesky she is leefraser.bsky.
