Fugato
by Kimberly Hall
a Markov Sonnet / for D. Shostakovich
Morning, & the bird outside my window is not a ghost.
The light seems to break its bones, colors the horizon
red through the throat – wings beating like a drum.
***
The light seems to break bones. Colors the horizon
red through the throat. Wings, beating like a drum,
shudder a fractured chorus of dawn’s shadows.
***
Ready? Through your throat, wings beat like a drum.
Shudder a fractured chorus of dawn’s shadows,
half-steps heavy in the blood. Alto echoes soprano.
***
Shudder – a fractured chorus of dawn’s shadows,
half-steps heavy in the blood. Alto echoes soprano
beneath your fingers as they dance across the keys.
***
Half-steps heave in the blood. Alto echoes soprano
beneath your fingers as they dance across the keys –
so carefully, it is as if the music itself is holding them.
***
Beneath your fingers as they dance across the keys –
so carefully, it is as if the music itself is holding them
at knife-point – what secrets lie here? What wounds?
***
So careful – as if the music itself is holding you
at knife-point. What secrets lie here? What wounds
hang suspended in the distance between a hand & an ear?
***
A knife points at what secrets lie here. What wounds
hang suspended in the distance. Between hand & ear,
every phrase risks something. Every sharp edge, a loss.
***
Suspense hangs in the distance between hand & ear.
Every phrase risks something – a sharp edge, a loss.
Perhaps silence tells the safer story.
***
Every phrase risks something. A sharp edge, a loss
perhaps. Silence tells a safer story,
true – the same cord that tunes a piano can cut a throat.
***
Perhaps silence tells a safer story
than truth. The same chord may tune a piano or cut a throat.
Dissonance will swallow a pulse as easily as a tongue.
***
The truth: the same chords tune a piano & gut a throat
& still – dissonance. Swallowed pulse, uneasy tongue, &
still, still – the heart rebels against its cage. Sings for flight.
Kimberly Hall (she/her) is a queer and neurodivergent poet based in Southeast Texas. She holds degrees in psychology and behavioral science. Her first collection of poetry, Honey Locust, was published in December 2024 by hotpoet inc. You can find more of her work on her website: kimberly-hall.com
