Callisto on Artemis’s Betrayal
by Sirrudeen Nahar
It was no fickle thing to swear myself to you. I was unmoving, I rejected a hundred hands just to keep my own laced to the bow, notching arrow after arrow in your name. The Amazons never cut their breasts: they wore binders that circled their hearts tighter than any wedding ring. I know their devotion well, and now I know how easily it spoils. What was I to do? You asked for me, and I let myself have you. How was I to know that someone else wore your skin? Was I supposed to deny you, ignore the moon that guides me to my prey at night? Teach me how to hunt blind. If anyone could show me, it would be you. Part the clouds and give yourself to me as I thought you did. If Zeus believed he could copy your body, your grace, the cold sting of your lips, then prove him wrong. Artemis, I have given my pride and my life for you, and I am owed. If I ask for too much, then spurn me. Send me away to a black expanse full of the nothing my worship has earned. Make me a bright, burning shade therein. Give me a Hell where those who died for love pass each other by as if they’ve never met.
Sirrudeen Nahar (they/any) experiments with different mediums to enflesh the ideas that compel them. You can follow their work on IG and Twitter @sirrudeen and Bluesky @sirrudeen.bsky.social.

