After The Poet’s Garden by Vincent van Gogh, 1888

by Annie Nazzaro

 

A summer night on the verge of seizure. The only story I know how to tell right now. The light shining strange and yellow on leaves that haven’t ever been this green. The same things that’ve always happened here. The wanting and the leaving, the grass bending in their wake. How a tree looks just before it topples, thrashing ahead of a crack. A paralyzing quiet, an unbearable heat. What I’ve been waiting for and what I would do anything to stop if there was anything that would stop it. The horizon line, obscured by foliage. Until the wind takes everything it’s going to take.

 

 

View the painting that inspired this poem.


Annie Nazzaro is a writer based in Chicago. When she is not writing, she can be found at home playing video games or out competing in pub trivia with friends. She is on Bluesky and Instagram and more info is at her Linktree.

2024-12-08T22:03:55-05:00February 10, 2024|

Self Portrait of the Poet Holding Her Heart’s Dilated Left Ventricle

by Chrissy Stegman

 

In my blood, the chaotic hum. Waiting.
I inflate sentimentality with my mouth.

I only have so much time now.
Someone needs to tell my children I love them.

I’m someone. My eyes trace the hours
of borrowed graces. I want to be thieved

from fate’s brittle glass. My gaze to be softened
by the gentle siege of promised light.

I see violets in December and they’re beautiful. I think:
they’re the color of an affair, illicit in the dirt.

A message from my husband burns through my phone:
i want to kiss you

I think: yes. kiss me. before time embroiders us gray
The clock’s hands carve at me. I think.

Immense, breathtaking, an echo predictable.
The cool fingers of distant poles tease

my heart’s threshold. I see the storms,
self-aware. I skip a stone.

A fleeting spark, just before it kisses me
into the unseen dark.

 

 

 


Chrissy Stegman is a poet from Baltimore, Maryland. Her work has been featured in various journals, most recently Rejection Letters and Gone Lawn. Her work is forthcoming in Gargoyle Magazine and Anti-Heroin Chic. She is the recipient of the 2022 Patricia Bibby Idyllwild Arts scholarship for poetry and placed second for the 2022 Ellen Conroy Kennedy Poetry Prize. She is a 2023 Best of the Net Nominee. Her social media handles are: Twitter/X: @pimpledrose; Blue Sky: @chrissystegmanpoet.bsky.social; and Instagram: @thegoosefaerie

2024-02-04T10:50:29-05:00February 4, 2024|

Re: your lab results

by Hannah Grieco

 

Bilirubin like my heart used to
rise, code yellow despite these
worn-out thumps, these

elevated platelets, buttery
veins, weighted skin clinging
a depression of dermis.

When did I start feeling so old?
When did sleep become thin
become a test run

a preview, an old woman’s
afternoon nap, short and then
long, and then drugged, and then

hours of foggy wandering, when
did I start feeling so tired?
When did I stop looking

to you, looking for that
moment when the skin around
your eyes creased, your eye-smile

my love, those lines said: my
girl, that was me laughing
at your jokes, that was my

heart rising, red, an escalating
frequency of thumps pounding
yours/us, yours/us.

 

 

 


Hannah Grieco is a writer in Washington, DC. Find her online at hgrieco.com and on Instagram/Bluesky @writesloud.

2024-02-03T10:07:28-05:00February 3, 2024|

Oh luscious world,

by Andrew McCall

 

where have you been
this flame-tinged season?
A long drought
chewed wounds in the earth,
made you hole up, waiting
for another season.

I, too, stayed low,
choking on smoke from Canada –
particulate and savory, – caught
in the soft tissue of my tongue
leaving a tinge of barbecued
forests and singed duff.

After three days of rain
you remembered
yourself, rose and broke
open your hardpan
mantle; I smelled
the wringing out of your green
fronds and walked back into you.

I tripped over a cup fungus
still burrowing its way
from the underground, holding
new wetness in its mouth.

I stilled myself on a
ironwood branch,
moist and thick, like
my father’s bicep
after his work
in the fields.

I scattered the striders
flashing downstream
like thoughts
in a waking mind.

No big god cared
enough to clean up our ashes
and cinders.

Instead,
the swarming little ones
made the resurrection:
an old trickle in the woods,
ghost pipes
glistening and translucent,
the bold seed sprouting late
in summer’s hum.

 

 

 


Andy McCall as born in Missouri and teaches ecology, ecopoetics, and botany at Denison University in Ohio. Some of his work can be found in Canary, Lascaux Review, and 2River View.

2024-01-28T10:48:48-05:00January 28, 2024|

breathe but make it bearable

by Kristin Lueke

 

i’m anxious for the sky again,
for the bone-rich red dust of it,
untumbled gem-wounded & tangled
with sage, tortoise shell underfoot
& everywhere i’ve called home.
for cinnamon at sunset, burning.
coyote calls the mood.

for the peace whose name i knew
the night we laid on our backs
beside the piñon pile—days before
we saw a bullsnake press the breath
out of a woodrat—eyes like satellites,
even me quiet.

 

 

 


Kristin Lueke is a Chicana poet living in northern New Mexico. She is the author of the chapbook (in)different math, published by Dancing Girl Press. Her work’s appeared in HAD, the Acentos Review, Anti-Heroin Chic, Hooligan Magazine, the Santa Fe Reporter and elsewhere. You can find her at theanimaleats.com and @klooky on Instagram, if you’d like.

2024-01-27T10:44:10-05:00January 27, 2024|
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