Other Lives

by Conor Gearin

 

If I was a
lavender seed, on
gravel or on good soil.
If I was a gull on kitchen
scraps or a pile of
confiscated weed. If I was
a weasel. Or trout.
Setting matters
as much as the species.
In a brook over
blue-gray stones or
the Cuyahoga River
between flare-ups. I can’t
picture a creature without
a place. Then I think of decisions:
where the possum that is me
will get the next garbage scraps,
where are enemies, how will
I hide. The place. The hedge,
the French drain, the tunnels
in the shrubs’ low boughs. If I
was another kind of life, all I see
is questions of where, and scarcity.
I don’t look at my wings. I don’t
look at my lustrous ursine coat.

 

 


Conor Gearin is a writer from St. Louis living in Omaha. He’s the managing producer of BirdNote Daily, a daily radio program and podcast. His work has appeared in The New Territory, Chariton Review, ONE ART, Frozen Sea, Mochila Review, The Oxonian Review, Foliate Oak Literary Magazine, and elsewhere. He’s on Instagram @conorgearin.

2025-04-05T20:58:23-04:00June 9, 2024|

acute

by Mathew Yates

 

nerve-raw as ever you saw,
busted up blue & blooded

like the catfish on the dock,
like the predawn stumble of a

cooper’s hawk hatchling unto the underbrush,
thrust into a corner the color of sky,

falling even on the ground, buried alive
in clouds & condensation & rain,

the mud-flooded drain at the end of the street,
fear-stuck as you’ve ever been struck,

up to your chest in shadow & muck,
there is a cavern in a chasm underneath

the earth, where if you think alone long
enough, you can transform into dirt, or,

curled up green like a seed, you can
reach for the sun like a newborn weed,

or, nerve-raw, fear-struck, full-wept
as you’ve ever been swept, unsleeping like

a burnt log in a bog from an unanswered
sacrifice, like the corpse in the cress,

feeling like the first to ever feel a thing,
full on frightened, stuck-eye on the wall,

you can stagger in place
to no place at all,

rigid as the ridden obsession,
ragged as the wrong-turn road,

crumpled up & creased like the crust of the earth,
& fetched further in yearning than river for rock,

than shiver & shock for a comfortable body,
than the quivering stop for the start of a cry,

rigid as the soaring wing,
ragged as the last flooded dale,

here to take to task the rake
for refusing to let dead leaves decay,

here to worship the maggots in your wounds
for keeping you company in a lonely world,

to keep company in a lonely world
can be a kind of necromancy,

a kind of return, a way back, a recollection,
nerve-raw & rigid, ravenous, in fact

 

 

 


Mathew Yates (they/them) is a disabled poet & artist from Paducah, Kentucky with roots in Mississippi & Appalachia. Their poetry & art can be found in Protean Mag, Ghost City Review, Malarkey Books, Barren Magazine, & more. They live in Indianapolis. They are on Twitter @m_yates on twitter and their website is mathewyates.com.

2025-04-05T20:52:47-04:00June 8, 2024|

To eat thorns in search of home

by Karen Soans

 

can’t pretend

to love your penchant

for poison chasing

I do not want to spend

the evening

talking to your transformation

 

but we all have blades

we love to sink into soft flesh

the anaemic mind

will argue itself blind

to taste iron and find home.

 

 

 


Karen is an Indian scientist and aspiring writer living in Germany. She has a PhD in cell biology and uses the Instagram handle @doodlinscientist to share her digital art documenting the highs and lows of experiment and discovery. Her poems explore themes of childhood, anxiety, faith and most recently – motherhood. Her poetry is forthcoming in Penumbra Online, Nightshade Lit Mag and Identity Theory.

2025-03-29T20:34:36-04:00June 2, 2024|

Espresso Powder

by Tom Snarsky

 

I say are you serious and my phone
googles the angry thing I meant
to say to the debt collector, who has me

on hold. I opened my heart to April
and became a serious liar, full
of dolls and music and more lateral

mistakes than I’m used to making,
five eggs in the from-scratch dough.
If you are invited to a party and do not know

the host, what do you bring? Not Jesus,
dripping with sirens. Not a lathe
even though you could offer to sharpen

every knife in the house.

 

 

 


Tom Snarsky is the author of the chapbooks Threshold (Another New Calligraphy) & Complete Sentences (Broken Sleep Books), as well as the full-length collections Light-Up Swan and Reclaimed Water (both from Ornithopter Press). His book A Letter From The Mountain & Other Poems is forthcoming from Animal Heart Press in 2025, and the title poem is available to read on Metatron Press’s GLYPHÖRIA platform. He lives in the mountains of northwestern Virginia with his wife Kristi and their cats. You can find him on Twitter, Instagram, & Bluesky @tomsnarsky.

2025-03-29T20:25:01-04:00June 1, 2024|

Hymn for a Faith Crisis

by Taylor Franson

CW: Religious violence/trauma

 

To say it is mindless misses the point.
~ Camille T. Dungy

Resolutely

You think about that study you read about jellyfish. How scientists proved those
tender underwater clouds can think without brains. And how these scientists did
all that research, just to exploit their findings to make money off of programming
robots. You think, also, of all the last names who died with childless women.

How unused their empty wombs must have felt. Like the empty
heads of the jellyfish, capable of learning. This, of course, makes you
think about God. You grow a granite staircase up your spine. An arrow
branded on the nape of your neck, pointed up up up. The sun carved

into the flesh above one eye, the moon above the other. The fingerprints of His
emerald gospel ruthless along your retinas. Strings of pearls round your neck,
hanging down like tentacles. How as a child you, an empty vessel, were filled,
programmed, then at 23, had the last name you loved stripped in the name of

covenant. According to the tradition of your fathers you were laid bare—
another word for vacant. If the prophets were to study your soft body now how
empty would they find you? If they took their chainsaw hymns to the back of your
head would they find a way to interpret the holy text of your mind? Or see

only the silence they’re expecting. How many times they have called
your body temple in the same breath they called it theirs?

 

 

 

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Taylor Franson-Thiel is a Pushcart nominated poet from Utah, now based in Fairfax, Virginia. She received her Master’s in creative writing from Utah State University and is pursuing an MFA at George Mason University. She enjoys lifting heavy weights and posting reviews to Goodreads like someone is actually reading them. Taylor is on Twitter @taylorfranson, Instagram @taylorfthiel, and Facebook as Taylor Franson.

2024-05-26T10:42:08-04:00May 26, 2024|
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